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Once again. i had a nice life in Israel! i had fun! i did the most complitly normal things every teenager would do. i went to school in Tel Aviv, i lived in Petah Tikva, i had a normal life. I dont hate Israel (i think Libby said it at some point, i dont know i lost track), i never said i hated Israel, but god damn you, kids! Israel is not perfect, no place is perfect. you are acting as if tomorrow you will go on a plain back to Israel you will find it the same as it was when you left. GET OVER YOURSLEVES!!!! the Israel you know is dead. Libby left 4 or something like that years ago. as a person that left 7 months ago i can tell you that Israel is no way near being the same as it was 4, or even 3 years ago. think back a sec to what kind of world Libby left, Israel will not be like that again, it cant. Libby, you are a very mature person, but you still need to grow up, and loose the atitude. if the English like to drink, go and drink! beggers cant be choosers. if i go out with people from my school (it happend once... ) i dont try to make them fit *my* plans, i make myself work with their plans. if you keep being so "oi, they drink and watch tv, and i dont like them" you will never have anyone. i know that its hard moving to another place, but when i got here the first thing i told myself was that i will not have friends like i had in israel, and that it will take me a while to get any kind of friends. and thena few days after i came to school some people called me to sit with them during lunch, i didnt think to myself "ummm, but i dont like them", i went and set with them, and those peopel are my friends now. i am not trying to make you feel bad about yourself, you are doing it all by yourself. kat