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שם:I was hoping אלבום: Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie , MTV Unplugged שנה:1998 עובדות: #1 - לעולם לא ביצעה אותו בהופעות בעיבוד שלו כמו בסטודיו. #2 - עוד שירים שאלאניס עוסקת במוות מלבדו: ironic, death of Cinderella,thank U #3 - ב-thank u היא משווה את המוות להפסקה, ב- still היא אומרת שהניגוד למוות זה "החלטה". #4 - And I said I haven’t been eating chicken, or meat, אלאניס היתה צימחונית, חשבתי שהיא גם היום, דן אמר שלא
. #5 -but you’ve been wearing leather, ב-1996-95 היא הרבתה ללבוש הרבה בגדי עור.
#6 - 4 פעמים נאמרת המילה sir
#7 - אלאניס נוגעת בתהייה פסיכולוגית שעד היום אין לא נמצאה לה תשובה, האם בני האדם מיצרם הם יצורים חיים או שהם פועלים כי הם נתונים להשפעת החברה. do you belive we are fundamentally judgemental? fundamentally evil? אלאניס אמרה עליו: הפזמון בשיר הוא על ההתרגשות שהרגשתי כלפי ההזדמנות שמצאתי - המערכת היחסים שהייתי בה ואיך ההרגשה היתה שסיפקתי הכל בשביל הבנזוג שלי. בחיים לא הבנתי את התכונות הבריאות של הביטחון והאינטימיות בקשר או המודעות שנדרשה ממני בקשר הזה. הבתים הם סיפור של חוויות\שיחות שונות שהיו לי. I was hoping: the choruses in this song are about my having been excited with the newly discovered opportunity that i saw--the relationship i was in--and what it was providing for the both of us. i had never understood the healing quality of safety and intimacy, or the consciousness that was required of me to be in that kind of relationship until that point. the verses are my recounting three separate conversations/experiences. As we were talking outside, It was cold, We were shivering, yet warmed by the subject matter. My wife is in the next room, We’ve been having troubles you know, Please don’t tell her or anyone, But I need to talk to somebody. You said, ’wouldn’t it be a shame if I knew how great I was Five minutesbefore I died? I’d be filled with such regret Before I took my last breath.’ And I said, ’you’re willing to tell me this now, and you’re not going to die Anytime soon.’ And I said I haven’t been eating chicken, Or meat, Or anything.0 And you said yes, but you’ve been wearing leather and laughed and said We’re at the top of the food chain. And yes you’re still a fine woman, And I cringed. I was hoping, I was hoping we could heal each other. I was hoping, I was hoping we could be raw together. We left the restaurant where the head waiter (in his 60’s), said ’good bye, sir. thank you for your business sir. you’re successful and Established, sir, and we like the frequency with which you dine here sir. and Your money.’ And when I walked by, they said ’thank you too dear.’ I was all pigtails and cords. And there was a day when I would’ve said something like, ’hey dude, I could buy and sell this place, so kiss it.’ I too once thought I was owed something. I was hoping, I was hoping we could challenge each other. I was hoping, I was hoping we could crack each other up. I too thought that when proved wrong, I lost somehow. I too thought life was cruel. It’s a cycle, really. You think I’m withdrawing and guilt tripping you. I think you’re insensitive and I don’t feel heard. And I said ’do you believe we are fundamentally judgmental? Fundamentally evil? ’ And you said yes. And I said do you believe in revenge, in right or wrong, good or bad? And you said ’well, what about the man that I saw handcuffed in the emergency Room, Bleeding after beating his kid, and she threw a shoe at his head. I think what he did was wrong, and I wouldn’t have had a hard time feeling Compassion for him.’ I had to watch my tone for fear of having you feel judged. I was hoping, I was hoping we could dance together. I was hoping, I was hoping we could be creamy together
שם:I was hoping אלבום: Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie , MTV Unplugged שנה:1998 עובדות: #1 - לעולם לא ביצעה אותו בהופעות בעיבוד שלו כמו בסטודיו. #2 - עוד שירים שאלאניס עוסקת במוות מלבדו: ironic, death of Cinderella,thank U #3 - ב-thank u היא משווה את המוות להפסקה, ב- still היא אומרת שהניגוד למוות זה "החלטה". #4 - And I said I haven’t been eating chicken, or meat, אלאניס היתה צימחונית, חשבתי שהיא גם היום, דן אמר שלא
