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אני חדשה בפורום... אתמול כתבתי לחברתי (מאנגליה) מכתב... חשבתי להתחיל את עבודתי בפורום עם מכתב זה. עם כתב סלנג באנגלית, אז לא להתייחס
hey! i'm good i'm good... just listening to sm music in ma room. > > >I totally understand u u were upset tday, and i know exectly how u feel (bout your passion and stuff) coz no one in school really knows me, u know what i mean? i mean, of course you do, but like smtimes you open up to ppl and smtimes you dont, and most of the people that know me r not near me, either they're in israel or whatever and it's like upsetting smtimes, but there's nothing serious u can do about it. i mean, each friend from school knows a different side of me, and smtimes i feel annoyed coz i dunno i guess... > > >and don't u worry about your friend going to France, i know it's really upsetting.. even depressing.. but you'll see that eventually it will make you more independent, don't ask me how i just feel that.. > > >sorry if i sound a bit wired, i'm just writing stuff i feel right now coz i need to spill al of my feelings, if u don't mind.. oh i love you Marina! > > >do u think hell is self obsessed b coz if sm1 is rude to, let's say for example you, so she wont say anything, only after he will b rude to her? > > >mmm... i c. maybe u right. > > >the thing is that, Marina, promise me u won't be annoyed by what i am about to say to you, coz were friends, and i'm honest and open with all of my friends, so take it as a compliment that i'm sharing with you what i feel coz very few ppl know how i feel... > > >don't you think, that like, in a way, fuck i have this big MIGRANE. > > >yeah, sorry. anyway, i think that, in a way, i know ppl can't control feelings, but still. i feel a bit offended that you fancy nicholas. i know u can't control when some1 is being flirty with you, but wouldn't u feel a bit akward? after all the things he had done to me, and u know what and who he is, it's like all the things i told u is for nothing and i feel a bit alone in this feeling coz no one knows (except a person in israel, but she doesnt know him anyway) and it's like i told about him and there you go and after a day that he had been flirty with you you get turned on? > > >after what was happening? and don't you deny the fact that he had never been rude, or nasty to you, because we both know what he's like. > > >i don't feel a little bit affendend, i'm even hurt by this whole thing. > > >i don't give a fuck about nicholas, but the feeling that the true person i told everything, and i actually thought u understand me, and understand that he hurt me, but i think that u hurt me more than he did. > > >but whatever you know, i love you, and i can't be mad at you, especially at your feelings. i'm just disapointed, i'd say. > > >i have such a headache. ummm dont call i wont answer just write me back. > עברו יומיים, היא עוד מחבבת את המישהו שניצל אותי. היא שונאת את עצמה על כך. הרגעתי אותה שאי אפשר לשלוט על רגשות, ואני לא כועסת עליה על זה שהיא מחבבת אותו. בכלל לא כועסת רק מרגישה מאוד לבד( היא היחידה שסיפרתי לה על הנצלן) היא בכתה.
אני חדשה בפורום... אתמול כתבתי לחברתי (מאנגליה) מכתב... חשבתי להתחיל את עבודתי בפורום עם מכתב זה. עם כתב סלנג באנגלית, אז לא להתייחס
hey! i'm good i'm good... just listening to sm music in ma room. > > >I totally understand u u were upset tday, and i know exectly how u feel (bout your passion and stuff) coz no one in school really knows me, u know what i mean? i mean, of course you do, but like smtimes you open up to ppl and smtimes you dont, and most of the people that know me r not near me, either they're in israel or whatever and it's like upsetting smtimes, but there's nothing serious u can do about it. i mean, each friend from school knows a different side of me, and smtimes i feel annoyed coz i dunno i guess... > > >and don't u worry about your friend going to France, i know it's really upsetting.. even depressing.. but you'll see that eventually it will make you more independent, don't ask me how i just feel that.. > > >sorry if i sound a bit wired, i'm just writing stuff i feel right now coz i need to spill al of my feelings, if u don't mind.. oh i love you Marina! > > >do u think hell is self obsessed b coz if sm1 is rude to, let's say for example you, so she wont say anything, only after he will b rude to her? > > >mmm... i c. maybe u right. > > >the thing is that, Marina, promise me u won't be annoyed by what i am about to say to you, coz were friends, and i'm honest and open with all of my friends, so take it as a compliment that i'm sharing with you what i feel coz very few ppl know how i feel... > > >don't you think, that like, in a way, fuck i have this big MIGRANE. > > >yeah, sorry. anyway, i think that, in a way, i know ppl can't control feelings, but still. i feel a bit offended that you fancy nicholas. i know u can't control when some1 is being flirty with you, but wouldn't u feel a bit akward? after all the things he had done to me, and u know what and who he is, it's like all the things i told u is for nothing and i feel a bit alone in this feeling coz no one knows (except a person in israel, but she doesnt know him anyway) and it's like i told about him and there you go and after a day that he had been flirty with you you get turned on? > > >after what was happening? and don't you deny the fact that he had never been rude, or nasty to you, because we both know what he's like. > > >i don't feel a little bit affendend, i'm even hurt by this whole thing. > > >i don't give a fuck about nicholas, but the feeling that the true person i told everything, and i actually thought u understand me, and understand that he hurt me, but i think that u hurt me more than he did. > > >but whatever you know, i love you, and i can't be mad at you, especially at your feelings. i'm just disapointed, i'd say. > > >i have such a headache. ummm dont call i wont answer just write me back. > עברו יומיים, היא עוד מחבבת את המישהו שניצל אותי. היא שונאת את עצמה על כך. הרגעתי אותה שאי אפשר לשלוט על רגשות, ואני לא כועסת עליה על זה שהיא מחבבת אותו. בכלל לא כועסת רק מרגישה מאוד לבד( היא היחידה שסיפרתי לה על הנצלן) היא בכתה.