Was just wondering..
Is this forum ever gonna have a "get together" ?
I enjoy reading a lot, and rarely saying my own two cents, but would be nice to get to know the faces behind the nickname. As a small but growing community of magick in Israel I think metting can bring us closer together. Other then that, and on to the more importent reason of opening this thread. Lately I feel kind of odd.. I mean I know so manny things, and I tryed so manny paths. I just cant really concentrate on any one thing in magick.
It frustrates me a bit. Cause its nice being expirienced in all kinds of energies and ways but I feel like it weakens me a little too, cause Im not really good at any one thing. I was also looking for a mentor I suppose. I just feel like its time to learn from someone else for a change. Dunno.. I was in some organisation(one of those russian dudes with a "cult" like feeling to his group) and it wasnt really for me, but now I guess out of desperation I find myself wanting to go back... I guess it just felt nice being there, it was kind of like a "school" and with homework and such and hard work, but I dunno I didnt see myself as part of it very much.. it was unpersonal. I mean with a mentor, the mentor is your friend also(well to begin with) but there it just felt like your talking to someone that doesnt really give a crap as long as he can give you the whole subject. The most horryble thing was the judging of your progress instead of tips as to how to do better. dunno.. was wondering if anyone here is willing to share some knowledge. ^^ Anywho, thats pretty much it. Soz for the long post. Shimi. (and the groups name was "melfo" if anyone ever heard of them)
Is this forum ever gonna have a "get together" ?
I enjoy reading a lot, and rarely saying my own two cents, but would be nice to get to know the faces behind the nickname. As a small but growing community of magick in Israel I think metting can bring us closer together. Other then that, and on to the more importent reason of opening this thread. Lately I feel kind of odd.. I mean I know so manny things, and I tryed so manny paths. I just cant really concentrate on any one thing in magick.
Dunno.. I was in some organisation(one of those russian dudes with a "cult" like feeling to his group) and it wasnt really for me, but now I guess out of desperation I find myself wanting to go back... I guess it just felt nice being there, it was kind of like a "school" and with homework and such and hard work, but I dunno I didnt see myself as part of it very much.. it was unpersonal. I mean with a mentor, the mentor is your friend also(well to begin with) but there it just felt like your talking to someone that doesnt really give a crap as long as he can give you the whole subject. The most horryble thing was the judging of your progress instead of tips as to how to do better. dunno.. was wondering if anyone here is willing to share some knowledge. ^^ Anywho, thats pretty much it. Soz for the long post. Shimi. (and the groups name was "melfo" if anyone ever heard of them)
