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מכתב שכתבתי למשהיא שכולו מורכב משירים שאני אוהב טיפה ארוך למי שיש סובלנות.... If you just walked away. What could I really say? Would it matter anyway? Would it change how you feel? I am the mess you chose, the closet you cannot close. The devil in you I suppose. 'Cause the wounds never heal. And you can bring me to my knees Again. All the times that I could beg you please, In vain. All the times that I felt insecure, for you. And I leave my burdens at the door. All the times Then I felt like this won't end, it's for you. And I taste what I could never have, it was from you. All the times, that I've cried, my intentions were full of pride. But I waste more time than anyone. But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in I can see through you. See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly you're ugly like me. I can see through you See to the real you! Something's wrong with me, because I can't even feel you now or know that this is real. Am I too blind to see that there's something there behind your eyes and it's bringing me to my knees! Something's wrong with you, the walls you build around you now, Seem to fit you like a glove. Something's wrong with you, because stars cannot be found in clouds that cover up their love. I question why you chose to die? When you knew your truth I would deny. You look at me the tears begin to fall And all in all faith is blind. But I fail time after time Daily in my sin I take your life. All the hate deep inside, slowly covering my eyes. All these things I hide Away from you again. All this fear holding me. My heart is cold and I believe Nothing's gonna change. Until I'm broken. When I run I run so far away from you, I hide the pain and all the lies deep inside again. And all my faith I put in you, this time you take it all away. Deep inside your eyes I am blinded by your love. Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again. When I look into your eyes I see a lot of hate. Pushing me away You're haunted by a past. A past that brings you down, so you throw it all away again. Just try to find a place deep within your soul, and don't deny the child living deep inside. Open your eyes and find this life's better than you know. It's in your hands now just open up your eyes. Deep inside of your mind you're forced to believe That nothing's gonna change. So I take you by the hand and I lead you to a place. A place of happiness like this. You curse me for the things I've done and said. You live your life in confusion fully misleads. You let the things that mean the most slip away. You let the questions inside grow instead of fade. I've been walking this road for far too long, to turn and walk away. Listen to what I say. You plant the seed that's inside me so deep. You shelter me so naturally and complete. I'll take all that you give to me you'll see. I'll give it back tenfold I hope you will receive. I could take every word you said, Throw it in your face. Would you even care? I still remember when you looked at me. A frown upon your face, trying to be sincere. I gathered all those little things you said, kept them close to me, trying to make this real. This cloud will always hover over me, I'm leaving you today, cuz now I see. Suffocate, you suffocate, that you lie, that you're fake; you always take what you can. Now I'm far away from you I'll never bring back yesterday. You're such a fake; it's true I can't believe the words you say and the words I say to you. Thinking of the mess we made, you became a part of me. Thinking of the wish you made, to break free. Playing you like I can shove it in your face, if this doesn't break your heart, I'm the one to blame. I never wanted to change your world; I always wanted the simple things. And whatever happens now, it can't be real. I don't love how you love. But please don't leave me here alone. I don't feel how you feel, well it's my fault I'm bones. I don't die how you die, I can't just waste away. I don't fall how you fall, I won't hold on. You can't let go, when it's pain that I feared. I made you take it slow, I don't cry how you cry There's nothing left in me. You keep changing your life everyday. You said Don't leave this up to me to say that I don't love you anyway. Just leave it up to me to say goodbye, 'Cause these good times will never last. Keep a hand on the wheel and a foot on the gas. We thought it would last forever I wish you'd just remember. ? Will anything change your mind A one way ticket was a pretty good sign! Well how can you leave it all? (And you said) There ain't much to leave behind, just say goodbye. Next time I'll take it slow, And as for you I'll never know. At least next time I'll try to understand. So please don't leave this up to me to say that you don't love me anyway. I'll just leave it up to you to say goodbye, Cause these good times will never last. We thought it would last forever. In case you don't remember. I see our stars tonight, do you recall that light? Or do you ever think of me? And in your world somewhere do memories rip and tear? The ones that always keep you hanging on to all that might have been? And I love you now, And I hate you now And I miss you most of all, All those times we laughed The scars that you left, Still I miss you most of all. After all now I know that my love is true cos' I miss you most of all