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ooooooofffffff I'm sick of it! Really I cannot go through this anymore. We have a wedding today (starting in the early after noon) and we have to drive to Holland still and the hubby needs to get his suit pants shorter. I didn't sleep all night, because the witch decided to come at 3am. I thought I will wait till the morning and take Naxyn after breakfast. At 7:10 with tons of pain, being super nauseous, and without breakfast I took the first pill. After 40min of crying from pain (my poor husband woke up to find his wife lying on the couch crying) I took the second. Now it's almost an hour after the second pill and I'm still in pain. Do you guys know if it is possible to get voltaren shots that I can take myself (without going to the ER)? With prescription of course! I must say there my period pains are as strong if not even stronger than they were before the surgery. It's really unberable. I was not so upset about getting my period this month as it marks new beginning. On Saturday we will start treatment. The thing is I don't keep my hopes up for the treatment to succeed. I just see it as steps on the way to being a mom one way or the other. Adoption is the last step and that is what I keep my eyes on. If anything before works it will be a bonus - I will be thrilled. Of course I know once I start treatment I will talk differently and the disappointment after treatment will kill me. But the thing that kills me more is the thought of having my period every time treatment doesn't work. I really cannot deal with it anymore. I cannot suppress it in between treatments because of the Factor V. Anyways, I just needed to bitch and get it out. I'll try and get my self off the couch now, so we're already an hour and a half behind schedule... Thanks for being here for me! I Hope you're having a much much better morning and wishing you a great day!!!
ooooooofffffff I'm sick of it! Really I cannot go through this anymore. We have a wedding today (starting in the early after noon) and we have to drive to Holland still and the hubby needs to get his suit pants shorter. I didn't sleep all night, because the witch decided to come at 3am. I thought I will wait till the morning and take Naxyn after breakfast. At 7:10 with tons of pain, being super nauseous, and without breakfast I took the first pill. After 40min of crying from pain (my poor husband woke up to find his wife lying on the couch crying) I took the second. Now it's almost an hour after the second pill and I'm still in pain. Do you guys know if it is possible to get voltaren shots that I can take myself (without going to the ER)? With prescription of course! I must say there my period pains are as strong if not even stronger than they were before the surgery. It's really unberable. I was not so upset about getting my period this month as it marks new beginning. On Saturday we will start treatment. The thing is I don't keep my hopes up for the treatment to succeed. I just see it as steps on the way to being a mom one way or the other. Adoption is the last step and that is what I keep my eyes on. If anything before works it will be a bonus - I will be thrilled. Of course I know once I start treatment I will talk differently and the disappointment after treatment will kill me. But the thing that kills me more is the thought of having my period every time treatment doesn't work. I really cannot deal with it anymore. I cannot suppress it in between treatments because of the Factor V. Anyways, I just needed to bitch and get it out. I'll try and get my self off the couch now, so we're already an hour and a half behind schedule... Thanks for being here for me! I Hope you're having a much much better morning and wishing you a great day!!!
