The Sensor
New member
Confession
Hi you all I don`t know what i am doing here, and probably i will not come back. i think.. yep, i am 29 and met my first true love at this age. i cant believe how she entered through my walls and broke them, and i am such a fool that i let it happen. I am good looking, and i had a lot of girls in my life, but still, non of them entered to my sole. It was my first true relationship, the other relations last 3 months each time, its good period of time to know if there is a point to go on... with her it went over 6 months... and we broke up.. exactly at the point that i realized that i have changed.. i became open.. i was in love. I have become understanding... sensing...loving... and willing to give. I gave all my energies... without receiving... and i have become empty inside. we had fights and arguments...i almost made some moves to break up.. I couldn`t be empty no more... all my friends saw the changes in my personality.. and it shouldn`t happen... every one must accept each other by the nature... since then i tried other relations... but i am always comparing... I know that its over... and i will never call or come back to her... but still sometimes i think about her. what should i do? I am open for new relations, but it will be hard to get inside me. At least i have learned what love is... i know some people that will never feel it... it makes you understand what those artists are talking about... I need to wash her small present the left.... and i will.
Hi you all I don`t know what i am doing here, and probably i will not come back. i think.. yep, i am 29 and met my first true love at this age. i cant believe how she entered through my walls and broke them, and i am such a fool that i let it happen. I am good looking, and i had a lot of girls in my life, but still, non of them entered to my sole. It was my first true relationship, the other relations last 3 months each time, its good period of time to know if there is a point to go on... with her it went over 6 months... and we broke up.. exactly at the point that i realized that i have changed.. i became open.. i was in love. I have become understanding... sensing...loving... and willing to give. I gave all my energies... without receiving... and i have become empty inside. we had fights and arguments...i almost made some moves to break up.. I couldn`t be empty no more... all my friends saw the changes in my personality.. and it shouldn`t happen... every one must accept each other by the nature... since then i tried other relations... but i am always comparing... I know that its over... and i will never call or come back to her... but still sometimes i think about her. what should i do? I am open for new relations, but it will be hard to get inside me. At least i have learned what love is... i know some people that will never feel it... it makes you understand what those artists are talking about... I need to wash her small present the left.... and i will.