סורי שוב..
Dear Who-Ever-You-Are... My name is D***** The II, I was brought to here about 16 years ago, to a beautiful land named Russia: by the will of god. That's the only thing that I feel to thank for in front of god. I'm tired of societies stupidity, but most of all: hypocrisy. Actually when I think about it, I can't even tell what is worse, but after a long second of thinking I got to conclusion that stupidity is the most tragic thing of all because more people are suffering of it. I'am not one of those pathetic humans that are willing to turn their back to god because he didn't replied to their ridicules requests and fantasies. I think those people may be categorized in the stupids group. Another kind of people is the one's that change their manners by such superficial categories like the society in which they're living or even there cloths and looks. It's funny how black clothes and Iron Maiden shirt can make you popular these days. (well, at least in the country which I suffer in now days: Israel.) I know that no one's perfect but with each days passing by I think that i'm kind of The-One by LaVey's theories... The interest in being able to recieve some kind of mystic, un-ordinary powers started when I was about the age of 10 years old when I discovered the Healing-Killing weapon that named hypnotising. It wasn't that smart to look for a serious practical stuff about it in the community library- ofcourse it can't be found because it doesn't exist there. (Mmm... the age in which Santa was real was great...) I haven't done a thing with this mystic curiosity until... ...I got just a little help from metal music (In order to understand my own principals and personal opinions about how the world spins and all...) I remembered again the tales that have been told to me about this witch that lives in the house which is standing on to chicken legs and tought to myself how great it will be to become a magician: To control the society just because I think it will entertain me, to acknowledge god's power but still knowing that it isn't a threat on my existence with this D-Day things. The most fearsome thing that jews afraid from. Ortodox jews called "Afraiders". Anyway it's a great religion but it controls too much of the jewish destiny. The whole jewish history is based on foreighn religions that wanted to destroy the religion that put a sense to it all! The reason that i'm writing this E- letter is to get help. During a little research that I conducted by the net I got lots of information but it comfused me very much
I understood that LaVey disagrees with the first satanist that I got the chance to know (and even that only by the help of Ozzy's song): Crowely. I would like you to tell me exactly what I should read, see and listen to in my journey of becoming a magician. I would like to receive the exact info of every detail starting from the books and ending with the size of Baphomet I should be carrying or hanging (As you can see I dont even know what to do with it or if it supposed to be in some kind of custom size at all.) There is a jewish liturgy piece, which in it they praise the lord for being a wise- ass and for creating the moon and the sun. It says that there are 3 levals of wisdom: Knowledge- the ability to know "something". It's a low leval of wisdom. Anothr kind of wisdom (that's kind of hard to translate to english)- the ability to acknowledge the connections that when brought together, they symbolize that "something". "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "- "
or super-smartness
)- the ability to manipulate those connections by your will. This waste-of-time speech: a thing that it never occurred to me that i'll do, certainly not in front of strangers is only a call for help and i'll be glad if the official church will help and not some kind of cat murdering no-lifes a thing that's threataning the LaVey's "Tora" and in some ways the whole mankind. Thanks for listening and if you reply with help i'll send you some questions that I think are vital and some non-vital questions that I just want to know the answears on them. Thanks again. GOOD BYE. P.S I think marilyn Manson is such a poser wannabe!!! He's only doing publicity shows unlike Type O negative and stuff... Well, I guess it's incomparable. Industrial metal will stay industrial metal.
