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Queen From Mars
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Michal BJ WL
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יש שם חצי סיפור!!!!!
יש שם חצי סיפור!!!!!
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תלחצי על "מצורף קוצץ doc"
כדי לקרוא את הסיפור...
כדי לקרוא את הסיפור...
BUTTERFLY GIRL
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כן אנחנו קוראים ויש גם שרושמים רינת מפרסמת פה בפורום פנפיק דיי מעניין שבאמת מה קורה עם המשך שלו???
כן אנחנו קוראים ויש גם שרושמים רינת מפרסמת פה בפורום פנפיק דיי מעניין שבאמת מה קורה עם המשך שלו???
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אם למישהו כאן יש לינקים עם פאנפיקים יפים בבקשה שימו בשרשור הזה. תודה
אם למישהו כאן יש לינקים עם פאנפיקים יפים בבקשה שימו בשרשור הזה. תודה
Queen From Mars
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כי אני מכורה לפאנפיקים ואם מישהו יכול לעזור לי.. בבקשה שימו לינקים!
כי אני מכורה לפאנפיקים ואם מישהו יכול לעזור לי.. בבקשה שימו לינקים!
Michal BJ WL
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הינה פאנפיק שאהבתי! אני חולת פאנפיקים!!!! חולה!
בראיין וג´סטין הנושא המרכזי! סיפור דימיוני לחלוטין!
אז לא לקרוא כל מי שמעריץ של מייקל או משהו כזה...
הינה פאנפיק שאהבתי! אני חולת פאנפיקים!!!! חולה!
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חלק ראשון : Dying Sun Ted and Emmett stood watching Brian and Michael out on the dance floor. They were worried about both of their friends. They had begun hanging onto each other because neither of them could face what they´d lost in their lives. And Ted and Emmett knew that one or both of them were going to get hurt. "What are we going to do, Em? This isn´t healthy for either of them." "I know that, Teddy. But what can we do? Neither of them listen to us." "Michael is going to start thinking that he and Brian are going to be together. You know that." Emmett nodded his head sadly. He could already see the signs of that. Hell, he´d seen it months earlier when Michael ended his relationship with Ben right after Brian and Justin had split up. Emmett had confronted Michael about it then but his friend had tried to pass it off as a coincidence. But he knew better. With Justin out of the picture, Michael thought he had a clear shot with Brian. But Justin wasn´t out of the picture, not really. Everyone could see that Brian and Justin loved each other. But Brian had gotten scared of how much Justin meant to him and had started pushing him away. Trying to convince everyone that he had simply needed to be alone again. He said he was feeling suffocated by having Justin in his life. But they´d seen the truth when Justin began seeing a fellow student. It wasn´t anything serious and it didn´t last, but they´d seen the effect it had on Brian. He´d been consumed with jealousy. Not that he would admit that. In the months since he´d pushed Justin out of his life, Brian had reverted back to the drinking, drugging, and tricking. And sending Michael mixed messages. "Emmett. Phone call." Emmett took the phone from the bartender. "Hello." "Emmett, thank God." "Debbie? What´s wrong?" Ted looked over at his friend and saw the blood drain from his face. The phone was shaking in his hand as he handed it back to the bartender and he leaned against the bar. Ted wrapped an arm comfortingly around his waist. "Emmett? What´s wrong?" "Oh my God....this just can´t be happening. I can´t......we can´t handle this again." "What? Emmett, you´re scaring me. What´s wrong?" "God, who died?" Emmett and Ted both turned around to see Brian and Michael. Emmett lashed out at Brian and had to be pulled back by Michael and Ted. There were tears in his eyes as he glared at Brian. "What the fuck is your problem?" "DON´T SAY THAT!" "Say what? Jesus, Emmett, what the hell crawled up your ass and died?" Brian demanded. Ted let go of Emmett. "This has to do with the phone call. Who was it?" Emmett took a deep breath and closed his eyes. "It was Deb." "Why would mom be calling here?" Michael wanted to know. Brian felt his gut begin to clench. If Deb hadn´t called to talk to Michael, there could only be one reason why she was calling. "It´s Justin, isn´t it? She was calling about him." Emmett nodded. "He......he´s hurt."
חלק ראשון : Dying Sun Ted and Emmett stood watching Brian and Michael out on the dance floor. They were worried about both of their friends. They had begun hanging onto each other because neither of them could face what they´d lost in their lives. And Ted and Emmett knew that one or both of them were going to get hurt. "What are we going to do, Em? This isn´t healthy for either of them." "I know that, Teddy. But what can we do? Neither of them listen to us." "Michael is going to start thinking that he and Brian are going to be together. You know that." Emmett nodded his head sadly. He could already see the signs of that. Hell, he´d seen it months earlier when Michael ended his relationship with Ben right after Brian and Justin had split up. Emmett had confronted Michael about it then but his friend had tried to pass it off as a coincidence. But he knew better. With Justin out of the picture, Michael thought he had a clear shot with Brian. But Justin wasn´t out of the picture, not really. Everyone could see that Brian and Justin loved each other. But Brian had gotten scared of how much Justin meant to him and had started pushing him away. Trying to convince everyone that he had simply needed to be alone again. He said he was feeling suffocated by having Justin in his life. But they´d seen the truth when Justin began seeing a fellow student. It wasn´t anything serious and it didn´t last, but they´d seen the effect it had on Brian. He´d been consumed with jealousy. Not that he would admit that. In the months since he´d pushed Justin out of his life, Brian had reverted back to the drinking, drugging, and tricking. And sending Michael mixed messages. "Emmett. Phone call." Emmett took the phone from the bartender. "Hello." "Emmett, thank God." "Debbie? What´s wrong?" Ted looked over at his friend and saw the blood drain from his face. The phone was shaking in his hand as he handed it back to the bartender and he leaned against the bar. Ted wrapped an arm comfortingly around his waist. "Emmett? What´s wrong?" "Oh my God....this just can´t be happening. I can´t......we can´t handle this again." "What? Emmett, you´re scaring me. What´s wrong?" "God, who died?" Emmett and Ted both turned around to see Brian and Michael. Emmett lashed out at Brian and had to be pulled back by Michael and Ted. There were tears in his eyes as he glared at Brian. "What the fuck is your problem?" "DON´T SAY THAT!" "Say what? Jesus, Emmett, what the hell crawled up your ass and died?" Brian demanded. Ted let go of Emmett. "This has to do with the phone call. Who was it?" Emmett took a deep breath and closed his eyes. "It was Deb." "Why would mom be calling here?" Michael wanted to know. Brian felt his gut begin to clench. If Deb hadn´t called to talk to Michael, there could only be one reason why she was calling. "It´s Justin, isn´t it? She was calling about him." Emmett nodded. "He......he´s hurt."
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Brian gripped the edge of the bar. "What happened?" "Hit and run outside the diner. Debbie´s at the hospital." Brian grabbed his jacket. "Let´s go." Emmett nodded, looking grateful and he followed Ted outside. Brian stopped and looked at Michael. "You coming?" "I´m sure he´s fine, Brian. He´s not your responsibility anymore." Brian´s eyes narrowed. "I´m not getting into this with you. Come or don´t, I don´t give a shit." Michael sighed then followed the rest of them outside. It was probably just a couple bruises. He wouldn´t put it past Justin to have staged this whole thing to get to Brian. Well, the kid had another thing coming. He and Brian were Closer then ever to being together and he wasn´t going to let Justin fuck it up again. Brian hurried towards the waiting room. God, he hated hospitals. The memories of the last time he was here were still too vivid. Now, he was back. And again he was helpless. He had no fucking idea how Justin was or if he´d be alright. He spotted Debbie and hurried towards her. "How is he?" There were tears streaming down Debbie´s face as she reached out a hand towards Brian. "I don´t know. The doctors won´t tell me anything. Jennifer is in with them now. It was so horrible, Brian." Brian vaguely heard Michael and the guys coming up behind him as he set Debbie down in a chair and knelt in front of her. "What happened, Deb?" Debbie wiped at her eyes then looked at him. She could see the fear and love in his eyes. Damnit, she knew the asshole loved the kid, how had things gotten so screwed up? They should be together! "Deb?" "He was leaving work. Car came out of no where and hit him. The bastard didn´t even stop. Just drove off leaving Justin bleeding in the street." Brian closed his eyes and felt his stomach drop. He´d been praying that it was just a matter of Justin being a little bruised. "How....how bad?" "I don´t know. It looked.....God, Brian." Michael sat down next to his mom and pulled her into his arms. "I´m sure he´s fine, Brian." Brian stood but he felt like he couldn´t breathe. "Brian?" Brian turned to see Jennifer coming towards him. He walked over to her. "How is he?" Jennifer looked at the man her son loved and saw that love reflected in Brian´s eyes. Whatever problems they were having, it was obvious that Brian loved her son. "They have to operate. He has internal bleeding." Brian paled even more. "His head?" Jennifer shook her head. "No, thank God. Bleeding into the stomach and he´s also got a punctured lung. Other then that, he was lucky. Mild concussion that they want to keep an eye on because of the previous injury and a dislocated shoulder." "But once the surgery is over, he´s going to be fine, right?" Emmett asked from behind them. "The doctors are optimistic." Brian saw the shaking in the woman´s body and led her over to a chair. He started to back off but she gripped his hand. "Sit with me, please?" Shocked, Brian just sat down. After everything that had happened between him and Justin, he would´ve thought that she´d want him as far away from her son as possible. Jennifer leaned closer to him. "He still loves you, Brian." Brian looked at her. "I..." "You don´t have to say anything to me. But maybe you should say it to him." "No, we´re not together. It´s..." "I can see that you love my son, Brian. If you have problems, then find a way to work through them. What happened tonight just shows us once again that we don´t know how much time any of us has. Don´t waste it." Brian leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.
Brian gripped the edge of the bar. "What happened?" "Hit and run outside the diner. Debbie´s at the hospital." Brian grabbed his jacket. "Let´s go." Emmett nodded, looking grateful and he followed Ted outside. Brian stopped and looked at Michael. "You coming?" "I´m sure he´s fine, Brian. He´s not your responsibility anymore." Brian´s eyes narrowed. "I´m not getting into this with you. Come or don´t, I don´t give a shit." Michael sighed then followed the rest of them outside. It was probably just a couple bruises. He wouldn´t put it past Justin to have staged this whole thing to get to Brian. Well, the kid had another thing coming. He and Brian were Closer then ever to being together and he wasn´t going to let Justin fuck it up again. Brian hurried towards the waiting room. God, he hated hospitals. The memories of the last time he was here were still too vivid. Now, he was back. And again he was helpless. He had no fucking idea how Justin was or if he´d be alright. He spotted Debbie and hurried towards her. "How is he?" There were tears streaming down Debbie´s face as she reached out a hand towards Brian. "I don´t know. The doctors won´t tell me anything. Jennifer is in with them now. It was so horrible, Brian." Brian vaguely heard Michael and the guys coming up behind him as he set Debbie down in a chair and knelt in front of her. "What happened, Deb?" Debbie wiped at her eyes then looked at him. She could see the fear and love in his eyes. Damnit, she knew the asshole loved the kid, how had things gotten so screwed up? They should be together! "Deb?" "He was leaving work. Car came out of no where and hit him. The bastard didn´t even stop. Just drove off leaving Justin bleeding in the street." Brian closed his eyes and felt his stomach drop. He´d been praying that it was just a matter of Justin being a little bruised. "How....how bad?" "I don´t know. It looked.....God, Brian." Michael sat down next to his mom and pulled her into his arms. "I´m sure he´s fine, Brian." Brian stood but he felt like he couldn´t breathe. "Brian?" Brian turned to see Jennifer coming towards him. He walked over to her. "How is he?" Jennifer looked at the man her son loved and saw that love reflected in Brian´s eyes. Whatever problems they were having, it was obvious that Brian loved her son. "They have to operate. He has internal bleeding." Brian paled even more. "His head?" Jennifer shook her head. "No, thank God. Bleeding into the stomach and he´s also got a punctured lung. Other then that, he was lucky. Mild concussion that they want to keep an eye on because of the previous injury and a dislocated shoulder." "But once the surgery is over, he´s going to be fine, right?" Emmett asked from behind them. "The doctors are optimistic." Brian saw the shaking in the woman´s body and led her over to a chair. He started to back off but she gripped his hand. "Sit with me, please?" Shocked, Brian just sat down. After everything that had happened between him and Justin, he would´ve thought that she´d want him as far away from her son as possible. Jennifer leaned closer to him. "He still loves you, Brian." Brian looked at her. "I..." "You don´t have to say anything to me. But maybe you should say it to him." "No, we´re not together. It´s..." "I can see that you love my son, Brian. If you have problems, then find a way to work through them. What happened tonight just shows us once again that we don´t know how much time any of us has. Don´t waste it." Brian leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.
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Michael sat with his mom waBrian sat down next to the bed and closed his eyes as he tried to calm his breathing. Justin´s face was battered and bruised but still looked deathly pale. Images from the last time Justin had been in the hospital began drowning him and he shook his head. No, that was the past and Justin had survived. And he would survive this too. Brian reached out for Justin´s hand and held it gently. "Come on, baby. Open those gorgeous eyes for me." But there was no response. The doctors said that they were optimistic that Justin would make a full recovery. But Brian couldn´t shake the uneasiness in the pit of his stomach. A part of his brain telling him that there was still the chance that he´d lose Justin. It was still possible that Justin could die. Brian caressed Justin´s hair softly. "Don´t you die on me, Justin. I´ve been a jackass, I know that. And I know I pushed you away. Christ, you scared me, baby. It terrified me to realize how much you meant to me." He had missed touching Justin like this. Had missed having the teenager so close. "I´ve been such a fool, Justin. I thought if I pushed you away it would make it easier. I wouldn´t have to worry about you leaving me. But, it wasn´t easy, baby. I tried to drown the pain in the booze and the drugs. I tried to be the man I was before I met you." Brian brought Justin´s hand up to his mouth and kissed it. "But I´m not that man anymore. Knowing you.....loving you, changed me. The drugs and the tricks didn´t ease the pain, they just made it that much deeper. Because it reminded me of what I´d lost." Brian wiped at the burning in his eyes and looked back down at the teenager. "I´ve done a lot of thinking since I found out you´d been hurt. Facing my own fears and doubts was harder then hell. And I came to some realizations that make me wonder what you ever saw in me. What did you ever see worth loving, Justin?" He took a deep breath. "I know now that walking away from you was the worst mistake I´ve ever made. But can I fix it, Justin? Can I make it up to you? Prove that I´m ready for what you were offering?" Brian caressed Justin´s cheek lovingly. "Are you even willing to give me a second chance? I know I don´t deserve it, but I love you, baby. Please, come back and let me prove it." Brian leaned his head against Justin´s hand. "Just wake up, Justin. Even if you hate me for the rest of your life, just come back. I´ll walk away if that´s what you want. Whatever you want, baby. Just don´t die." Jennifer walked into the room and saw the man sitting with his head next to Justin. If she´d had any doubts about Brian´s feelings they were gone. She knew the man loved her son and maybe she even understood why he had walked away. But, she also knew that her son was miserable without Brian. And after talking to Debbie, she knew that Brian was miserable without her son. "Brian?" Brian turned. "I´m sorry, but I´m not leaving." Jennifer shook her head. "I´m not asking you too. He needs you, Brian."
Michael sat with his mom waBrian sat down next to the bed and closed his eyes as he tried to calm his breathing. Justin´s face was battered and bruised but still looked deathly pale. Images from the last time Justin had been in the hospital began drowning him and he shook his head. No, that was the past and Justin had survived. And he would survive this too. Brian reached out for Justin´s hand and held it gently. "Come on, baby. Open those gorgeous eyes for me." But there was no response. The doctors said that they were optimistic that Justin would make a full recovery. But Brian couldn´t shake the uneasiness in the pit of his stomach. A part of his brain telling him that there was still the chance that he´d lose Justin. It was still possible that Justin could die. Brian caressed Justin´s hair softly. "Don´t you die on me, Justin. I´ve been a jackass, I know that. And I know I pushed you away. Christ, you scared me, baby. It terrified me to realize how much you meant to me." He had missed touching Justin like this. Had missed having the teenager so close. "I´ve been such a fool, Justin. I thought if I pushed you away it would make it easier. I wouldn´t have to worry about you leaving me. But, it wasn´t easy, baby. I tried to drown the pain in the booze and the drugs. I tried to be the man I was before I met you." Brian brought Justin´s hand up to his mouth and kissed it. "But I´m not that man anymore. Knowing you.....loving you, changed me. The drugs and the tricks didn´t ease the pain, they just made it that much deeper. Because it reminded me of what I´d lost." Brian wiped at the burning in his eyes and looked back down at the teenager. "I´ve done a lot of thinking since I found out you´d been hurt. Facing my own fears and doubts was harder then hell. And I came to some realizations that make me wonder what you ever saw in me. What did you ever see worth loving, Justin?" He took a deep breath. "I know now that walking away from you was the worst mistake I´ve ever made. But can I fix it, Justin? Can I make it up to you? Prove that I´m ready for what you were offering?" Brian caressed Justin´s cheek lovingly. "Are you even willing to give me a second chance? I know I don´t deserve it, but I love you, baby. Please, come back and let me prove it." Brian leaned his head against Justin´s hand. "Just wake up, Justin. Even if you hate me for the rest of your life, just come back. I´ll walk away if that´s what you want. Whatever you want, baby. Just don´t die." Jennifer walked into the room and saw the man sitting with his head next to Justin. If she´d had any doubts about Brian´s feelings they were gone. She knew the man loved her son and maybe she even understood why he had walked away. But, she also knew that her son was miserable without Brian. And after talking to Debbie, she knew that Brian was miserable without her son. "Brian?" Brian turned. "I´m sorry, but I´m not leaving." Jennifer shook her head. "I´m not asking you too. He needs you, Brian."
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Brian looked back at his unconscious lover. "I need him too. And it scares the shit out of me." Jennifer laid a hand on his shoulder. "You can work this out, Brian. Justin loves you." "But can he forgive me?" "I think......" The sound of alarms going off made both of them jump. "What´s wrong?" Brian stood but didn´t let go of Justin´s hand as he looked towards the machines. His heart felt like it was being squeezed as he saw the heart monitor slowing down. "NO! Don´t you fucking dare, Justin!" Brian and Jennifer were both pushed back as the doctor and nurses rushed into the room. Brian stood watching as the doctor fought to save Justin´s life. "Don´t.... Don’t leave me, baby. I can´t do this without you." Jennifer heard Brian´s anguished whisper and wrapped her arms around him. Tears fell down her own face as she watched the scene in front of her. *Please God, don´t take my son. * Brian sat outside smoking a cigarette. His hands were shaking and he fought to get control. He had to keep telling himself that Justin was alright. The doctors had managed to stabilize him and his vital signs were improving. But he still hadn´t regained consciousness and that scared the hell out of Brian. Now that he finally realized what he wanted, would fate be so cruel as to steal his chance away? "Brian, you need to get some rest. You look like hell." "That´s the way I feel, Mikey." Michael sat down next to him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. "Then let me take you home. You need to shower and get some sleep." "I´m not leaving. I want to be here when Justin wakes up." "Are you sure that´s such a good idea?" Brian looked at him. "What is that supposed to mean?" "It´s just that he may take your presence here to mean more then it does. You should just go home, Brian. He´s not your responsibility anymore." "That´s bullshit and you know it, Mikey." "Brian, you and Justin are over. If he wakes up and you´re right there, he´s going to think something´s changed." "And he´d be right." Michael´s eyes narrowed. "What?" "Things have changed, Mikey. I know what I want and I´m not going to let fear stop me from taking the chance." "You aren´t saying what I think you are......" "I´m saying that letting Justin go was the biggest mistake I´ve ever made. I was fucking terrified of how much he meant to me and I didn´t know how to handle it. So I reverted back to the man I was before Justin. But it wasn´t real, Mikey. I´m not that man anymore." Michael shook his head. "Brian, don´t confuse what you´re feeling. You feel guilty because Justin is hurt. Whatever you and Justin had is over." "No, I´m not. And we´re not over. Not if I have anything to say about it. We´ve both been miserable without each other and I intend to fix that. I won´t make the same mistake." "Brian, don´t do this to me again." Brian looked at him confused. "This has nothing to do with you, Mikey." "Bullshit, Brian. It´s been like old times for us. Just the two of us. This is how things were always meant to be." Before Brian could respond, Michael leaned forward and kissed Brian. His arms went to wrap around Brian but he found himself pushed back. "What the fuck are you doing?" "This is what´s right, Brian. You and me." "Damnit, Mikey. I don´t need this right now. You know that all we´re ever going to be is friends." "But the last few weeks......" Brian stood. "I was trying to bury myself so I wouldn´t feel the pain of losing Justin. I turned to you because you were my friend. Nothing more, nothing less." "But if Justin hadn´t been hurt, it would have been more. I know it would have!" "You´re wrong, Mikey." Michael reached out for Brian. "Forget about him, Brian. He´ll never love you the way I do." Brian took a step back. "Stop it, Mikey." "Brian?"
Brian looked back at his unconscious lover. "I need him too. And it scares the shit out of me." Jennifer laid a hand on his shoulder. "You can work this out, Brian. Justin loves you." "But can he forgive me?" "I think......" The sound of alarms going off made both of them jump. "What´s wrong?" Brian stood but didn´t let go of Justin´s hand as he looked towards the machines. His heart felt like it was being squeezed as he saw the heart monitor slowing down. "NO! Don´t you fucking dare, Justin!" Brian and Jennifer were both pushed back as the doctor and nurses rushed into the room. Brian stood watching as the doctor fought to save Justin´s life. "Don´t.... Don’t leave me, baby. I can´t do this without you." Jennifer heard Brian´s anguished whisper and wrapped her arms around him. Tears fell down her own face as she watched the scene in front of her. *Please God, don´t take my son. * Brian sat outside smoking a cigarette. His hands were shaking and he fought to get control. He had to keep telling himself that Justin was alright. The doctors had managed to stabilize him and his vital signs were improving. But he still hadn´t regained consciousness and that scared the hell out of Brian. Now that he finally realized what he wanted, would fate be so cruel as to steal his chance away? "Brian, you need to get some rest. You look like hell." "That´s the way I feel, Mikey." Michael sat down next to him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. "Then let me take you home. You need to shower and get some sleep." "I´m not leaving. I want to be here when Justin wakes up." "Are you sure that´s such a good idea?" Brian looked at him. "What is that supposed to mean?" "It´s just that he may take your presence here to mean more then it does. You should just go home, Brian. He´s not your responsibility anymore." "That´s bullshit and you know it, Mikey." "Brian, you and Justin are over. If he wakes up and you´re right there, he´s going to think something´s changed." "And he´d be right." Michael´s eyes narrowed. "What?" "Things have changed, Mikey. I know what I want and I´m not going to let fear stop me from taking the chance." "You aren´t saying what I think you are......" "I´m saying that letting Justin go was the biggest mistake I´ve ever made. I was fucking terrified of how much he meant to me and I didn´t know how to handle it. So I reverted back to the man I was before Justin. But it wasn´t real, Mikey. I´m not that man anymore." Michael shook his head. "Brian, don´t confuse what you´re feeling. You feel guilty because Justin is hurt. Whatever you and Justin had is over." "No, I´m not. And we´re not over. Not if I have anything to say about it. We´ve both been miserable without each other and I intend to fix that. I won´t make the same mistake." "Brian, don´t do this to me again." Brian looked at him confused. "This has nothing to do with you, Mikey." "Bullshit, Brian. It´s been like old times for us. Just the two of us. This is how things were always meant to be." Before Brian could respond, Michael leaned forward and kissed Brian. His arms went to wrap around Brian but he found himself pushed back. "What the fuck are you doing?" "This is what´s right, Brian. You and me." "Damnit, Mikey. I don´t need this right now. You know that all we´re ever going to be is friends." "But the last few weeks......" Brian stood. "I was trying to bury myself so I wouldn´t feel the pain of losing Justin. I turned to you because you were my friend. Nothing more, nothing less." "But if Justin hadn´t been hurt, it would have been more. I know it would have!" "You´re wrong, Mikey." Michael reached out for Brian. "Forget about him, Brian. He´ll never love you the way I do." Brian took a step back. "Stop it, Mikey." "Brian?"
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Brian and Michael both turned to see Deb hurrying towards them. "He´s awake, Brian. Sunshine´s back." "Can I see him?" Deb nodded. "Jennifer´s in with him now but she sent me to get you. Go on." Brian kissed her cheek and then hurried into the hospital without a backward glance at his friend. Deb grabbed Michael´s arm as he made a move to pass her. "Leave it alone, Michael." "This has nothing to do with you, ma." "Brian loves that kid and Sunshine loves Brian. They´ve had problems but who the fuck hasn´t? They´ve both been miserable without each other and this is their second chance. Don´t get in the way, Michael. You´ll end up the one hurt." "You don´t know what you´re talking about." "If you try to come between them, you´re going to lose Brian completely. Do *not* make him choose between you and Justin." Deb turned and left Michael to consider her words. She just hoped he seriously thought about the implications of his actions. Brian sat next to the bed holding Justin´s hand. "You scared the shit out of me." "Sorry." "We really have to do something about your fondness for hospitals." Brian said. "I seem to spend a lot of time in them, don´t I?" Brian nodded and his hand tightened on Justin´s. "Guess we´re going to have to find someplace else for you to spend time." "Yeah? Like where?" "My place." Justin´s eyes widened. "Brian..?" "I was a fool, Justin. I was scared and I let you walk away. And I´ve regretted it ever since." "But......." "I want us to try again, Justin. I want to prove to you that I can handle it now." "Are you sure that´s what you want? This isn´t because I´m hurt and you feel guilty?" Brian shook his head. "Almost losing you again made me take a long look at my life but it has nothing to do with feeling guilty. I love you, Justin. And I want you back in my life." Tears formed in Justin´s eyes and Brian reached up to wipe away the tears that rolled down his cheek. "But is it what you want, Justin? Do you still love me?" "Do you even need to ask me that? I´ve never stopped loving you." Brian let out a sigh of relief. "So, you´ll move back in?" Justin shook his head and Brian was afraid he´d misread the situation. "Not yet, Brian. We need to take some time to get used to each other again. Then when we´re ready, I´ll move back in." Brian smiled. "I can handle that." Justin returned the smile then caressed Brian´s hand. "Brian, what about Michael? I know you two have gotten closer since we´ve been apart. Are you two....?" "No, Justin. We´re friends and that´s all. Nothing happened between Mikey and me." Justin nodded and Brian stood to lean over the bed and kiss him. This was what felt right in his life. This young man, this feeling, is what he´d been missing. And Brian vowed not to let it slip through his fingers again
Brian and Michael both turned to see Deb hurrying towards them. "He´s awake, Brian. Sunshine´s back." "Can I see him?" Deb nodded. "Jennifer´s in with him now but she sent me to get you. Go on." Brian kissed her cheek and then hurried into the hospital without a backward glance at his friend. Deb grabbed Michael´s arm as he made a move to pass her. "Leave it alone, Michael." "This has nothing to do with you, ma." "Brian loves that kid and Sunshine loves Brian. They´ve had problems but who the fuck hasn´t? They´ve both been miserable without each other and this is their second chance. Don´t get in the way, Michael. You´ll end up the one hurt." "You don´t know what you´re talking about." "If you try to come between them, you´re going to lose Brian completely. Do *not* make him choose between you and Justin." Deb turned and left Michael to consider her words. She just hoped he seriously thought about the implications of his actions. Brian sat next to the bed holding Justin´s hand. "You scared the shit out of me." "Sorry." "We really have to do something about your fondness for hospitals." Brian said. "I seem to spend a lot of time in them, don´t I?" Brian nodded and his hand tightened on Justin´s. "Guess we´re going to have to find someplace else for you to spend time." "Yeah? Like where?" "My place." Justin´s eyes widened. "Brian..?" "I was a fool, Justin. I was scared and I let you walk away. And I´ve regretted it ever since." "But......." "I want us to try again, Justin. I want to prove to you that I can handle it now." "Are you sure that´s what you want? This isn´t because I´m hurt and you feel guilty?" Brian shook his head. "Almost losing you again made me take a long look at my life but it has nothing to do with feeling guilty. I love you, Justin. And I want you back in my life." Tears formed in Justin´s eyes and Brian reached up to wipe away the tears that rolled down his cheek. "But is it what you want, Justin? Do you still love me?" "Do you even need to ask me that? I´ve never stopped loving you." Brian let out a sigh of relief. "So, you´ll move back in?" Justin shook his head and Brian was afraid he´d misread the situation. "Not yet, Brian. We need to take some time to get used to each other again. Then when we´re ready, I´ll move back in." Brian smiled. "I can handle that." Justin returned the smile then caressed Brian´s hand. "Brian, what about Michael? I know you two have gotten closer since we´ve been apart. Are you two....?" "No, Justin. We´re friends and that´s all. Nothing happened between Mikey and me." Justin nodded and Brian stood to lean over the bed and kiss him. This was what felt right in his life. This young man, this feeling, is what he´d been missing. And Brian vowed not to let it slip through his fingers again
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Michael stood in the doorway and watched through narrowed eyes. His hands clenched in anger as he saw Brian kiss Justin. This was wrong! Brian didn´t belong there. Michael knew that he and Brian belonged together. And if he couldn´t get through to Brian, then he´d make Justin see the truth. Brian stood in the doorway of the bedroom making faces as Deb played mother hen and got Justin situated in Mikey´s room. He wished that he was taking Justin back to the loft but he understood that Justin needed time. Hell, they both needed time to get reacquainted with each other. So, Justin would stay at Deb´s for a while. "Deb, you´re going to smother the poor boy." "Shut up, Brian." She replied as she fluffed the pillow before pushing Justin back against them. "There, you need anything else, Sunshine?" "I´m fine, Deb. I don´t need to be....." Justin tried to sit up but one look at Deb´s face was enough to make him lie back down. "The doctor said you still need to rest. You´re going to do that now." Deb pulled the covers over him then turned to Brian. "And you," Deb pointed her finger at him, "are going to say goodbye and let Sunshine rest. You can come back after work to see him." Brian smirked and mock saluted her. "Ma´am, yes Ma´am." Deb rolled her eyes as she walked past him. Brian laughed as he sat down on the edge of the bed. "The drill sergeant is right. You get some sleep and I´ll be back in a few hours." "Brian, I´m fine." Brian reached out to stroke Justin´s face. "Humor us, okay. We came too close to losing our sunshine, Justin." Justin leaned into Brian´s touch. "I´ll be good." Leaning in, Brian kissed him gently on the lips. "I´ll hold you to that. See you soon." Justin smiled and snuggled under the covers. "Love you, Brian." Brian smiled as Justin´s eyes closed and he bent down to kiss his lover´s forehead. "I love you too, Justin." Michael made his way quietly up the stairs. He knew his mom was working and Uncle Vic was asleep on the couch. There wouldn´t be anyone to interrupt him while he was talking to Justin. The kid needed to know that he couldn´t just walk back into Brian´s life. Things had changed. Michael walked into the bedroom and closed the door behind him. "Justin? Wake up." He watched as the lump under the covers moved around then sat up rubbing his eyes. "Michael? What are you doing here?" "We need to talk, Justin." "About what?" "Don´t be dense, Justin. We need to talk about Brian." Justin ran a hand over his face. "Michael, I´m not in the mood for this right now. I don´t know what you want......" "Things have changed, Justin. You have no place in Brian´s life anymore. He and I are together." "Excuse me?" Michael crossed his arms over his chest. "We´re lovers, Justin. Brian´s mine now and you need to accept that. You´re nothing to him anymore." Justin´s eyes narrowed as he looked at the older man. He´d be damned if he would face Michael at a disadvantage. He got out of bed and stood facing Michael. Justin wished that he would just leave. Getting into this was not going to help the situation. It was only going to make things worse. Michael stood watching the younger man. He would have to be careful since he didn´t want Justin to suspect the truth. But he needed to get the teenager out of their lives. "Did you hear what I said, Justin?" "I heard you. But I don´t believe you." "Then that´s your problem. I´m trying to spare you the humiliation of going after someone who doesn´t want you anymore." Justin shook his head. "I don´t know why you´re doing this, but it´s not going to work. You and Brian are never going to be anything more then friends. He loves me, Michael. We both know that." "You´re wrong, Justin. Maybe he loved you once but you screwed that up. He´s put you in the past and we´re building a future together." "Then why has he been spending so much time with me lately?"
Michael stood in the doorway and watched through narrowed eyes. His hands clenched in anger as he saw Brian kiss Justin. This was wrong! Brian didn´t belong there. Michael knew that he and Brian belonged together. And if he couldn´t get through to Brian, then he´d make Justin see the truth. Brian stood in the doorway of the bedroom making faces as Deb played mother hen and got Justin situated in Mikey´s room. He wished that he was taking Justin back to the loft but he understood that Justin needed time. Hell, they both needed time to get reacquainted with each other. So, Justin would stay at Deb´s for a while. "Deb, you´re going to smother the poor boy." "Shut up, Brian." She replied as she fluffed the pillow before pushing Justin back against them. "There, you need anything else, Sunshine?" "I´m fine, Deb. I don´t need to be....." Justin tried to sit up but one look at Deb´s face was enough to make him lie back down. "The doctor said you still need to rest. You´re going to do that now." Deb pulled the covers over him then turned to Brian. "And you," Deb pointed her finger at him, "are going to say goodbye and let Sunshine rest. You can come back after work to see him." Brian smirked and mock saluted her. "Ma´am, yes Ma´am." Deb rolled her eyes as she walked past him. Brian laughed as he sat down on the edge of the bed. "The drill sergeant is right. You get some sleep and I´ll be back in a few hours." "Brian, I´m fine." Brian reached out to stroke Justin´s face. "Humor us, okay. We came too close to losing our sunshine, Justin." Justin leaned into Brian´s touch. "I´ll be good." Leaning in, Brian kissed him gently on the lips. "I´ll hold you to that. See you soon." Justin smiled and snuggled under the covers. "Love you, Brian." Brian smiled as Justin´s eyes closed and he bent down to kiss his lover´s forehead. "I love you too, Justin." Michael made his way quietly up the stairs. He knew his mom was working and Uncle Vic was asleep on the couch. There wouldn´t be anyone to interrupt him while he was talking to Justin. The kid needed to know that he couldn´t just walk back into Brian´s life. Things had changed. Michael walked into the bedroom and closed the door behind him. "Justin? Wake up." He watched as the lump under the covers moved around then sat up rubbing his eyes. "Michael? What are you doing here?" "We need to talk, Justin." "About what?" "Don´t be dense, Justin. We need to talk about Brian." Justin ran a hand over his face. "Michael, I´m not in the mood for this right now. I don´t know what you want......" "Things have changed, Justin. You have no place in Brian´s life anymore. He and I are together." "Excuse me?" Michael crossed his arms over his chest. "We´re lovers, Justin. Brian´s mine now and you need to accept that. You´re nothing to him anymore." Justin´s eyes narrowed as he looked at the older man. He´d be damned if he would face Michael at a disadvantage. He got out of bed and stood facing Michael. Justin wished that he would just leave. Getting into this was not going to help the situation. It was only going to make things worse. Michael stood watching the younger man. He would have to be careful since he didn´t want Justin to suspect the truth. But he needed to get the teenager out of their lives. "Did you hear what I said, Justin?" "I heard you. But I don´t believe you." "Then that´s your problem. I´m trying to spare you the humiliation of going after someone who doesn´t want you anymore." Justin shook his head. "I don´t know why you´re doing this, but it´s not going to work. You and Brian are never going to be anything more then friends. He loves me, Michael. We both know that." "You´re wrong, Justin. Maybe he loved you once but you screwed that up. He´s put you in the past and we´re building a future together." "Then why has he been spending so much time with me lately?"
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"Because, you were hurt. It brought back all his feelings of guilt about your bashing. It has nothing to do with how he feels about you. He cares about you but he doesn´t love you anymore." Justin ran a hand over his face. He was still tired and just wanted to crawl back into bed. But he wouldn´t give Michael the satisfaction. "So, what is it you think I should do?" "Let him go, Justin. Quit playing on his pity and let him be happy." "He´s happy with me." Michael´s eyes narrowed. "You selfish little shit! Can´t you ever think of anyone but yourself?" "That´s rich coming from you, Michael. You know that what you´re saying is bullshit. Brian and I love each other and we´re going to be together again. You know that and now you´re trying to come between us because you want Brian for yourself!" "You´re not good enough for him, Justin. Walk away or you´re going to regret it." "You don´t scare me, Michael. Now just go and I won´t tell Brian about this." Michael smirked. "He wouldn´t believe you. You´ve lied to him before. And who do you think he´d believe when I told him about you screwing around behind his back." "You´d lie to your best friend just to get your own way? Why can´t you just let Brian be happy?" "I´ll do whatever I have to in order to make sure Brian and I get together. And I´ll do it because I know I´m the only one who can make Brian happy." "That´s crap, Michael. And I´m not going anywhere." Justin started to turn away but Michael grabbed him by the arm. "You don´t belong in Brian´s life. No one wants you there!" "I do, Mikey." Michael turned but didn´t let go of Justin´s arm. Brian was standing in the doorway. "What are you doing here?" "I think that should be my question. What the fuck is going on here, Mikey?" "Nothing. We were just talking." Brian looked from Michael´s face to his hand. "Let him go. He´s just gotten out of the hospital for God´s sake." Michael released Justin´s arm. "He got dizzy, I was just helping him." "Quit the bullshit, Michael. I heard what you were doing." "You don´t understand, Brian. I was just........" Brian turned to look at Justin. "Why don´t you go lay down on the couch? Mikey and I need to have a talk." Justin looked between his lover and the other man. "Sure." Brian´s eyes narrowed as he saw the smirk on Michael´s face. As Justin went to pass him, Brian pulled him against him for a kiss. He carressed his lover´s cheek and smiled at him. "This won´t take long, baby." Justin smiled at him and nodded. Brian watched him walk away then turned back to Michael. He was pleased to see the smirk had disappeared. Brian closed the door and glared at his best friend. He had been shocked when he´d come up the stairs and heard the things Michael was saying. Brian had never thought that Michael would betray him like that. "Brian, you have to let me explain."
"Because, you were hurt. It brought back all his feelings of guilt about your bashing. It has nothing to do with how he feels about you. He cares about you but he doesn´t love you anymore." Justin ran a hand over his face. He was still tired and just wanted to crawl back into bed. But he wouldn´t give Michael the satisfaction. "So, what is it you think I should do?" "Let him go, Justin. Quit playing on his pity and let him be happy." "He´s happy with me." Michael´s eyes narrowed. "You selfish little shit! Can´t you ever think of anyone but yourself?" "That´s rich coming from you, Michael. You know that what you´re saying is bullshit. Brian and I love each other and we´re going to be together again. You know that and now you´re trying to come between us because you want Brian for yourself!" "You´re not good enough for him, Justin. Walk away or you´re going to regret it." "You don´t scare me, Michael. Now just go and I won´t tell Brian about this." Michael smirked. "He wouldn´t believe you. You´ve lied to him before. And who do you think he´d believe when I told him about you screwing around behind his back." "You´d lie to your best friend just to get your own way? Why can´t you just let Brian be happy?" "I´ll do whatever I have to in order to make sure Brian and I get together. And I´ll do it because I know I´m the only one who can make Brian happy." "That´s crap, Michael. And I´m not going anywhere." Justin started to turn away but Michael grabbed him by the arm. "You don´t belong in Brian´s life. No one wants you there!" "I do, Mikey." Michael turned but didn´t let go of Justin´s arm. Brian was standing in the doorway. "What are you doing here?" "I think that should be my question. What the fuck is going on here, Mikey?" "Nothing. We were just talking." Brian looked from Michael´s face to his hand. "Let him go. He´s just gotten out of the hospital for God´s sake." Michael released Justin´s arm. "He got dizzy, I was just helping him." "Quit the bullshit, Michael. I heard what you were doing." "You don´t understand, Brian. I was just........" Brian turned to look at Justin. "Why don´t you go lay down on the couch? Mikey and I need to have a talk." Justin looked between his lover and the other man. "Sure." Brian´s eyes narrowed as he saw the smirk on Michael´s face. As Justin went to pass him, Brian pulled him against him for a kiss. He carressed his lover´s cheek and smiled at him. "This won´t take long, baby." Justin smiled at him and nodded. Brian watched him walk away then turned back to Michael. He was pleased to see the smirk had disappeared. Brian closed the door and glared at his best friend. He had been shocked when he´d come up the stairs and heard the things Michael was saying. Brian had never thought that Michael would betray him like that. "Brian, you have to let me explain."
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"Explain what? I´d say it was perfectly clear. You haven´t gotten over the deluded idea that you and I are going to be together. And since I made it clear that it was Justin I wanted, you decided to take him away from me. If you couldn´t have me, you were going to make damn sure that I couldn´t have Justin." "No. It wasn´t like that. We can be happy together, Brian. Justin is in the way of that." Brian shook his head. "Nothing has ever or will ever happen between us, Mikey. You *know* that!" "But...." "No buts. And after this stunt, I don´t think we can even be friends anymore." Michael´s eyes widened. "Don´t say that." "You told Justin that you wouldn´t think twice about lying to me. That makes me wonder if you haven´t lied to me already." "I´ve never lied to you! You´ve got to believe me." "Why should I? After what I heard you say, I don´t trust you about anything, Mikey." Tears were building in Michael´s eyes. "Don´t let him win, Brian. Can´t you see this is what Justin wants? He wants me out of your life!" "I think you´re confusing yourself and Justin. You´re the one who confronted him, Mikey. You´re the one willing to do whatever you had to in order to get Justin out of my life." Michael reached out for Brian. "Please, you´re my best friend. I love you!" "If you loved me, you´d be happy for me. You´d stand beside me not try to stab me in the back. Goodbye, Mikey." Brian turned and walked out of the room. Michael dropped onto the bed and cried. None of this was supposed to happen! Brian sat on the couch in his loft and ran his hand through Justin´s hair. After the confrontation with Mikey, Brian had taken Justin back to the loft. He didn´t want either of them around Mikey for a while. Brian still couldn´t believe that his best friend had gone behind his back like that. Justin had tried to convince him to just give it time. He was sure they´d be able to repair their friendship. Brian wasn´t so sure. It had been weeks since the confrontation with Brian and Michael was afraid that he´d pushed his best friend away. They hadn´t spoken a word to each other. And if they ran into each other, Brian would walk away without even acknowledging him. It hurt, damnit! Michael couldn´t believe that Brian was letting something like this come between them. "You have to give it time, Michael." Michael turned to Ted and Emmett. "What I need to do is talk to Brian. If he would just listen......" "Michael, Brian is not in the mood to listen to you right now. You´ve given him reason to not trust you. That can´t be fixed over night." Emmett pointed out. "This is all Justin´s fault. If he would´ve just stayed out of our lives....." Ted shook his head. "Justin may be your only chance of salvaging your friendship with Brian." "What?" Michael asked. "Justin has been trying to talk Brian into talking to you. He´s encouraging Brian to give you a second chance."
"Explain what? I´d say it was perfectly clear. You haven´t gotten over the deluded idea that you and I are going to be together. And since I made it clear that it was Justin I wanted, you decided to take him away from me. If you couldn´t have me, you were going to make damn sure that I couldn´t have Justin." "No. It wasn´t like that. We can be happy together, Brian. Justin is in the way of that." Brian shook his head. "Nothing has ever or will ever happen between us, Mikey. You *know* that!" "But...." "No buts. And after this stunt, I don´t think we can even be friends anymore." Michael´s eyes widened. "Don´t say that." "You told Justin that you wouldn´t think twice about lying to me. That makes me wonder if you haven´t lied to me already." "I´ve never lied to you! You´ve got to believe me." "Why should I? After what I heard you say, I don´t trust you about anything, Mikey." Tears were building in Michael´s eyes. "Don´t let him win, Brian. Can´t you see this is what Justin wants? He wants me out of your life!" "I think you´re confusing yourself and Justin. You´re the one who confronted him, Mikey. You´re the one willing to do whatever you had to in order to get Justin out of my life." Michael reached out for Brian. "Please, you´re my best friend. I love you!" "If you loved me, you´d be happy for me. You´d stand beside me not try to stab me in the back. Goodbye, Mikey." Brian turned and walked out of the room. Michael dropped onto the bed and cried. None of this was supposed to happen! Brian sat on the couch in his loft and ran his hand through Justin´s hair. After the confrontation with Mikey, Brian had taken Justin back to the loft. He didn´t want either of them around Mikey for a while. Brian still couldn´t believe that his best friend had gone behind his back like that. Justin had tried to convince him to just give it time. He was sure they´d be able to repair their friendship. Brian wasn´t so sure. It had been weeks since the confrontation with Brian and Michael was afraid that he´d pushed his best friend away. They hadn´t spoken a word to each other. And if they ran into each other, Brian would walk away without even acknowledging him. It hurt, damnit! Michael couldn´t believe that Brian was letting something like this come between them. "You have to give it time, Michael." Michael turned to Ted and Emmett. "What I need to do is talk to Brian. If he would just listen......" "Michael, Brian is not in the mood to listen to you right now. You´ve given him reason to not trust you. That can´t be fixed over night." Emmett pointed out. "This is all Justin´s fault. If he would´ve just stayed out of our lives....." Ted shook his head. "Justin may be your only chance of salvaging your friendship with Brian." "What?" Michael asked. "Justin has been trying to talk Brian into talking to you. He´s encouraging Brian to give you a second chance."
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