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Sara, I`m sorry. I`m ssoooooooooooooooo sorry.... Remember we talked about what we regret most in our lives? Well, since that night, I know what I regret the most. I regret making you believe we didn`t have something special going on between us, and making you feel like a ball we pass to eachother. But I know what I do not regret the most in my life. Having you as my first. I know why I agreed to let you have sex with Adam and I at the same time, and I think you know the reason as well. I can only say that he makes me do crazy things too. And I will never forgive him for what he has done, and my self for letting him do that to us. I`m going to stop writing now, cause I know that your words will be the best cure for my wound, and I can`t wait to hear from you again. I`m not sure I love you, but I`m sure it will be a very long quest `till I find someone that I could love more in this fucking country. Truely yours, David. p.s. The truth is diversified. And I sure don`t want to know the whole truth about what happened behind my back between you and Adam. Adam told me something that I doubt happened (ofcourse it happens a lot), but anyway, I looked at the movie we made with Adam and it made me feel sick. What will make me feel even sicker is giving Adam a copy of the film as he asked me too. I`m gonna say no, and I know he will be simpethetic and agree with my desission (and if not, his problem)
אז תגידו מה דעתכם! מה הייתם כותבים במקומי, האם לדעתכם היא התרשמה? ונמשיך: About what you said... I told you that the only cure for my pain was your words and I was right. One thing (amoung others) that keeps comming back to me is our last good-bye kiss. what was that all about? we didn`t get close at all! When we got outside Adam told me ``How come you`re here allready?!``, and then I realized they ment to leave me with you for a while. it was like a brick landed on my heart, all I wanted is to run back to the hotel and take you in my arms, but it was too late. Things got colder between us that mornning anyway, you know? Tell me what were your thoughts! I need to have it! זה חלק מהמכתב השני... את תגובתה כבר פרסמתי פה קודם אם אני לא טועה, אבל אם כן, ובא לכם לקרוא אותה בכל זאת, תגיבו ואני אפרסם! ונמשיך... I want to talk about Adam. For one more time and that`s it, he doesn`t exsist anymore in our relationship. Adam had control of both of us. He`s far more confortable in this kind of situations than me, I don`t know about you. Adam told me things which he thought would make me feel better, cause they made him look clean. Istead, they made me feel even worse cause they ment you were lying. I`m sure you know this but it`s far more important for me what are your feelings for me than what are his, cause I care more for you. He told me that you came to him that night and he wanted to go to sleep, and that you`re the one who wanted him, and he`s the one who wanted to ask me if I had problems with it first. I believe everything you say, and doubt everything he says. ובכן זה מספיק בינתיים אני חושב... תהנו וביי! דוד, הולך להתחיל ללמוד למבחן במגנטיות (פיזיקה)...
Sara, I`m sorry. I`m ssoooooooooooooooo sorry.... Remember we talked about what we regret most in our lives? Well, since that night, I know what I regret the most. I regret making you believe we didn`t have something special going on between us, and making you feel like a ball we pass to eachother. But I know what I do not regret the most in my life. Having you as my first. I know why I agreed to let you have sex with Adam and I at the same time, and I think you know the reason as well. I can only say that he makes me do crazy things too. And I will never forgive him for what he has done, and my self for letting him do that to us. I`m going to stop writing now, cause I know that your words will be the best cure for my wound, and I can`t wait to hear from you again. I`m not sure I love you, but I`m sure it will be a very long quest `till I find someone that I could love more in this fucking country. Truely yours, David. p.s. The truth is diversified. And I sure don`t want to know the whole truth about what happened behind my back between you and Adam. Adam told me something that I doubt happened (ofcourse it happens a lot), but anyway, I looked at the movie we made with Adam and it made me feel sick. What will make me feel even sicker is giving Adam a copy of the film as he asked me too. I`m gonna say no, and I know he will be simpethetic and agree with my desission (and if not, his problem)
אז תגידו מה דעתכם! מה הייתם כותבים במקומי, האם לדעתכם היא התרשמה? ונמשיך: About what you said... I told you that the only cure for my pain was your words and I was right. One thing (amoung others) that keeps comming back to me is our last good-bye kiss. what was that all about? we didn`t get close at all! When we got outside Adam told me ``How come you`re here allready?!``, and then I realized they ment to leave me with you for a while. it was like a brick landed on my heart, all I wanted is to run back to the hotel and take you in my arms, but it was too late. Things got colder between us that mornning anyway, you know? Tell me what were your thoughts! I need to have it! זה חלק מהמכתב השני... את תגובתה כבר פרסמתי פה קודם אם אני לא טועה, אבל אם כן, ובא לכם לקרוא אותה בכל זאת, תגיבו ואני אפרסם! ונמשיך... I want to talk about Adam. For one more time and that`s it, he doesn`t exsist anymore in our relationship. Adam had control of both of us. He`s far more confortable in this kind of situations than me, I don`t know about you. Adam told me things which he thought would make me feel better, cause they made him look clean. Istead, they made me feel even worse cause they ment you were lying. I`m sure you know this but it`s far more important for me what are your feelings for me than what are his, cause I care more for you. He told me that you came to him that night and he wanted to go to sleep, and that you`re the one who wanted him, and he`s the one who wanted to ask me if I had problems with it first. I believe everything you say, and doubt everything he says. ובכן זה מספיק בינתיים אני חושב... תהנו וביי! דוד, הולך להתחיל ללמוד למבחן במגנטיות (פיזיקה)...