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דיי איזה מרגש....
זה רק מראה איזה בןאדם איכפתי, רגשני, הומני ומושלם הוא! תקראו ותבינו....דיי זה כל כך מרגש!!! (זה אימייל שהוא שלך בחזרה למעריצה שכניראה החיים שלה היו בזבל והיא ניסתה להתאבד וזה....) אם מישהו רוצה אני יוכל לתרגם לו Heather, First, I want to apologize for taking so long to write you back, but I've been so busy recently and I get a crazy amount of E-mails every day. Picking the ones out that are meaningful (like yours) is not an easy task. Second, I can't believe you are only 12, cause after reading about what you're going through and picking up on the way you write, I get the feeling you are many years ahead of your time. Maybe that's part of your problem? That you are too genius and bored with normal life? Anyway, as you can tell, I am no shrink...but I have been through a similar situation as you at actually the same age....The only advice I can give you from experience of going through it and overcoming it myself is this: Things do change and get better in time. You will come to a point in your life shortly when all the sudden you'll look back at all this insanity and realize that you have totally overcome it all. Nothing will ever be perfect, cause nothing is ever perfect for anybody, even those who appear to have "perfectness", trust me. I honestly believe that people who go through traumatic, extremely dark, hopeless periods early on in life (like you and me), end up to be the most focused and strongest people later in life. And I would bet my life that you will turn into that person, but you need to believe that for it to happen. I know you wanted a simple answer to why you shouldn't kill yourself and without knowing you personally I can't....but I can tell you that there are people who love you and need you and it's important to remember that. Also, if you have a passion like your guitar playing, focus on it..I know that sounds cheesy, but if there is some way like that to get out all the hurt your feeling it will save you a lot of craziness in the end. I'm happy to hear you talked to a teacher and your parents about this...they will never understand and somehow forget that there is no harder period in life than when you are a kid...the pressures of fitting in and going to school and finding friends and losing friends and boyfriends passing away and physically changing and mentally changing and just about as much stress as you can pile on....I'm telling you, once you get through this, youג€™ll be on your way to a better place and a better frame of mind. I wish you all the best and I'm sending good vibes over to you in the UK. All the love... מושלם שכמותו....
זה רק מראה איזה בןאדם איכפתי, רגשני, הומני ומושלם הוא! תקראו ותבינו....דיי זה כל כך מרגש!!! (זה אימייל שהוא שלך בחזרה למעריצה שכניראה החיים שלה היו בזבל והיא ניסתה להתאבד וזה....) אם מישהו רוצה אני יוכל לתרגם לו Heather, First, I want to apologize for taking so long to write you back, but I've been so busy recently and I get a crazy amount of E-mails every day. Picking the ones out that are meaningful (like yours) is not an easy task. Second, I can't believe you are only 12, cause after reading about what you're going through and picking up on the way you write, I get the feeling you are many years ahead of your time. Maybe that's part of your problem? That you are too genius and bored with normal life? Anyway, as you can tell, I am no shrink...but I have been through a similar situation as you at actually the same age....The only advice I can give you from experience of going through it and overcoming it myself is this: Things do change and get better in time. You will come to a point in your life shortly when all the sudden you'll look back at all this insanity and realize that you have totally overcome it all. Nothing will ever be perfect, cause nothing is ever perfect for anybody, even those who appear to have "perfectness", trust me. I honestly believe that people who go through traumatic, extremely dark, hopeless periods early on in life (like you and me), end up to be the most focused and strongest people later in life. And I would bet my life that you will turn into that person, but you need to believe that for it to happen. I know you wanted a simple answer to why you shouldn't kill yourself and without knowing you personally I can't....but I can tell you that there are people who love you and need you and it's important to remember that. Also, if you have a passion like your guitar playing, focus on it..I know that sounds cheesy, but if there is some way like that to get out all the hurt your feeling it will save you a lot of craziness in the end. I'm happy to hear you talked to a teacher and your parents about this...they will never understand and somehow forget that there is no harder period in life than when you are a kid...the pressures of fitting in and going to school and finding friends and losing friends and boyfriends passing away and physically changing and mentally changing and just about as much stress as you can pile on....I'm telling you, once you get through this, youג€™ll be on your way to a better place and a better frame of mind. I wish you all the best and I'm sending good vibes over to you in the UK. All the love... מושלם שכמותו....
