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תראו בראיון הזה אז הקטע המודגש זה בדיוק מה שאמרתי לכם לפני כמה זמן שאמרנו אם אמינם אוהב את קים או לא... או שזה היה בהייד פארק? לא זוכרת קיצר זה בדיוק מה שאמרתי אני מתרגשת חחח.. Kurt Loder: Fame has been good to you, I imagine. On this record, you're singing, "Every million dollars make, every relative sues me." Has it been that bad? Eminem: I don't consider it bad. At this point, I consider any press good press. Loder: Is this lawsuit with your mom still going on? Eminem: Yeah, it's still going on. And it really pisses me off that I can't talk about it. Loder: But you're talking about it on the record. Eminem: Right. But there is difference between artistic expression and things I say on the record and things that I say publicly. That, I just recently found out. It gets under my skin a little bit that I can't say things and make comments. Because I want to, believe me, I want to. But I just keep quiet for right now, because I'm paying out my ass for lawyers as it is. Loder: Did you and Kim get married? Eminem: Yeah. Me and Kim are married now. I've got a daughter. So I've got my little family. I keep my little circle of family and friends. People that I've, basically, grown up with. Because I feel like, at this point, anybody that I meet after this only knows me for Eminem. [They won't] know Marshall. That's why I keep those friends around, because I know that those are the people that really care about me for me. Loder: When did you and Kim get married? Eminem: Sh**, last year. Loder: Was that difficult after doing a record in which you're, like, dropping her body into the bottom of a lake? Eminem: No, it's not. It's not. Because we've got a really funny relationship. Our relationship is... I don't know if it's necessarily healthy, but it's a weird relationship, man. I get real personal at times. And I feel like, if something is going on in my personal life, that's my way of venting, is writing it down. I feel like I can use words as weapons against people. She does something to me like she has before -- we've had problems in the past -- I'll say it on the record if I'm thinking about it, and I write it down. That's to show how much I care about her. If I'm thinking that much to write you down in a song, then you obviously did something, you know. I care about you that much| Loder: It's a kind of love [thing], is what you're saying. Eminem: Yeah. It's a sick, twisted kind of thing. Loder: But there's a track on this record called "Kim," which is one of the most disturbing things I've ever heard in my life. I mean, how does she feel about that? Eminem: When she first heard "'97 Bonnie And Clyde," she was kind of like, "You're an a**hole. You're a f***ing pr**k." When I made the other song, the new song that's on the album, she, like -- I'll never forget this. We were both sitting in the car, and she just looked over at me, and I said, "You don't have anything to say?" She was like, "You're f***ing crazy. You're crazy, for real, you're crazy." So I think it disturbed her a little bit. She don't want to listen to the song. But, you know, that was the way I felt at the time. Where I took that from, the reason I was able to do that song like that, is because that's some of our arguments. That's how we argue sometimes. It's kind of like an argument on a record. Loder: Some people are going to say, "You need therapy. You have a problem with women." Do you feel that you do at all? Eminem: No, I don't. I feel like I don't need therapy. I feel like my music is my therapy. Because once I sit down and write, I get everything off my chest. People might think that I walk around mad all day, and I'm not, you know what I'm saying? For the most part I'm happy. I get all my aggression out in the studio. When I leave the studio, I'm like, "Whew." Loder: Also you're not a fan of gay people, I gather. Is that a problem you have in your life? Eminem: Now, this is what it all started from. I'm a battle MC, I've been a battle MC for [as long as] I can remember. That's how I came up. And the most lowest degrading thing that you can say to a man when you're battling him is call him a faggot and try to take away his manhood. Call him a sissy, call him a punk. "Faggot" to me doesn't necessarily mean gay people. "Faggot" to me just means... taking away your manhood. You're a sissy. You're a coward. Just like you might sit around in your living room and say, "Dude, stop, you're being a fag, dude." This does not necessarily mean you're being a gay person. It just means you're being a fag. You're being an a**hole or whatever. That's the way that the word was always taught to me. That's how I learned the word. Battling with somebody, you do anything you can to strip their manhood away. So, when I started saying "faggot" on record, I started getting people going, "You have something against gay people," and I thought it was funny. Because I don't. Loder: But do you understand how gay people might feel like you're taking shots at them? Eminem: Yeah. But I also go on to say, "Relax, guy, I like gay men." So it's kind of like leaving it up in the air. Do I really hate gay people, or do I not? It's up to you to decide. Loder: It seemed to me that this album is like, in a way, Richard Pryor and old Redd Foxx records. Screamingly funny, and yet saying stuff you don't usually laugh at. Eminem: Right. I say things that people might laugh at and then go, "I can't believe I just laughed at that. I'm sicker than he is!" But you were laughing at it. Sometimes I sit down and I write, and I laugh at myself. If I'm in a room by myself and I'm just writing, I'll laugh. Loder: Is there anything you couldn't make a joke about? Even, like, Columbine references. Eminem: No. If I feel strong enough about it or I'm thinking it, I'm going to say it. I don't feel like I should have to bite my tongue for anybody. I believe an artist should be an artist and be able to say whatever he wants to say, whether you think it's good or bad. There's good and bad out there, but who are you to judge what's good or what's bad? Even if the person believes in the most wrongest sh**, they've got a right to voice their opinion..
