If you really want to "make it" out of Israel
And NY is not working out I don't see a point in forcing yourself t stay in NY Its a huge country (in case you really just want to stay in the US) and a HUGE world around it (in case you aren't set on one country) to explore and live in NY is not for everyone, and after a while, if you can't be happy here- try elsewhere, no use getting stuck if you're not having any fun.