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beh. why am i messed up? my idiotic ex is playing with me. at first he said he wants to move to CA. then one day he said he wants to move to Israel, a week after he says he wants to move back here, and now he doesnt know again. for some reason (i wonder why..) i feel like a yo-yo. i cant stop talking to him until he tells me something, i wont be able to deal with it if i would stop talking to him and because of it he wouldnt want to move here. all i want from him is to know if he wants to be here or there, and he doesnt know. i heared a song on the way home today, that i like, but kinda forgot about. it pretty much says everything i try to tell him... Against All Odds - Phill Collins How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here And you coming back to me is against all odds It's the chance I've gotta take Take a look at me now kat