CANADA1979
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as u can see i am very busy at work
so I write here.... I am in a disgusting suburb of toronto acting as if I am working (well I get everything on time so I get bored for the rest of the time) so tonight I am going to the Idan Reichel concert, I don't really care much about concert, I am just going to wash my eyes with some hopefully cute israelis taht are going to be there
I am just scared because I am probably going to see my ex there and him and my other ex-friends (I decided to lose any contact with them so I won't have to see him) will probably want to talk to me and be friends again but I don't know what to do? I mean he hurt me so much by first deciding that he is str8 and second when we finally decided to stay friends (i didn't want to but he convinced me after I ran away to New york) we agreed on meeting and talking things out....so we talked and it was wonderful and then we went to a house party and i told him to do me a favor and not hit on any girl there....and guess what happened he got so drunk and started to make out with this girl in front of my face, I was so hurt and I just told him to go to hell and I left the party since then he tried calling me once and I told him that he is stupid if he doesn't understand what's going on.... ever since, I am not talking to him or the other friend who refused to tell him that what he did was wrong (she was my best friend) but she always told me if i did something wrong so tonight I am going to see them both and I really don't know what to do. I miss that israeli group and th efun that i had with them but I am also stuburn and hurt by the whole thing I have my other friends here but none of them is israeli or jewish so what should I do????? and what do u guys think about the whole thing???? Help would be appreciated a lot!!!!!
so I write here.... I am in a disgusting suburb of toronto acting as if I am working (well I get everything on time so I get bored for the rest of the time) so tonight I am going to the Idan Reichel concert, I don't really care much about concert, I am just going to wash my eyes with some hopefully cute israelis taht are going to be there
I am just scared because I am probably going to see my ex there and him and my other ex-friends (I decided to lose any contact with them so I won't have to see him) will probably want to talk to me and be friends again but I don't know what to do? I mean he hurt me so much by first deciding that he is str8 and second when we finally decided to stay friends (i didn't want to but he convinced me after I ran away to New york) we agreed on meeting and talking things out....so we talked and it was wonderful and then we went to a house party and i told him to do me a favor and not hit on any girl there....and guess what happened he got so drunk and started to make out with this girl in front of my face, I was so hurt and I just told him to go to hell and I left the party since then he tried calling me once and I told him that he is stupid if he doesn't understand what's going on.... ever since, I am not talking to him or the other friend who refused to tell him that what he did was wrong (she was my best friend) but she always told me if i did something wrong so tonight I am going to see them both and I really don't know what to do. I miss that israeli group and th efun that i had with them but I am also stuburn and hurt by the whole thing I have my other friends here but none of them is israeli or jewish so what should I do????? and what do u guys think about the whole thing???? Help would be appreciated a lot!!!!!
