YOUDONTWANTTOKNOW
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anger
Anger! Hatred! I want to break down something, anything, EVERYTHING! I want to eat meat while it’s still bloody, I want to breathe smoke. I want to kill all the singing birds in the morning. I want to fight a guy, as big as he can get, two, three, as many as there can come. I want to inflict PAIN and to get hurt, get bitten down so much that I could not move, that I will be REALLY tired! That I would be able to sleep, really relax, and sleep. With no second thoughts or doubts. I want to hurt so much I won’t feel it anymore, not the slow pain of a cut or the soft burn of a cigarette on you’re skin, REAL PAIN. I want to beat something till the skin on my hands will tear and blood will flow. I want … I’ve been fighting that feeling for so long, and lately I actually was calm for a while, and happy, but … from some reason it returned, and I just want to lie down and… die There is no man you can trust…ever… especially yourself
Anger! Hatred! I want to break down something, anything, EVERYTHING! I want to eat meat while it’s still bloody, I want to breathe smoke. I want to kill all the singing birds in the morning. I want to fight a guy, as big as he can get, two, three, as many as there can come. I want to inflict PAIN and to get hurt, get bitten down so much that I could not move, that I will be REALLY tired! That I would be able to sleep, really relax, and sleep. With no second thoughts or doubts. I want to hurt so much I won’t feel it anymore, not the slow pain of a cut or the soft burn of a cigarette on you’re skin, REAL PAIN. I want to beat something till the skin on my hands will tear and blood will flow. I want … I’ve been fighting that feeling for so long, and lately I actually was calm for a while, and happy, but … from some reason it returned, and I just want to lie down and… die There is no man you can trust…ever… especially yourself